Torn

I am torn. I know I should be studying, but I have been typing away at my keyboard, working on a story. I have been laughing as I work and feel fabulous.
Even now as I type this my thoughts drift back to my story and I want to neglect posting so I can write. And while I am very grateful for that, I also know that I need to find a balance. I have a test on Wednesday, so I really do need to study. I also want to get a little ahead in a few assignments so when we get to the next few chapters, I will have more time to actually devote to the stuff I have to work harder on.
I don't quite have a perfect routine down, but its definitely starting to come together. I can envision my future, with writing a secure part of it. And all of this helps add together to make me happy.