My kid is now an older sibling. Her baby sister (same father) was born today. Thankfully, she was healthy. My daughter is feeling both excited and nervous. She wants to meet her baby sister but she's scared that she isn't up to the responsibilities that will follow.
Earlier this week I spoke to a former friend. I won't lie, talking to her felt nice. I've never lied that I missed that. But I missed the friendship I thought we had. Now, because our children are still friends, I think she will end up being in my life again, and I'm not really sure how I feel about that. She said some pretty foul things to me. I didn't help with my reaction to it.
Isn't it funny how life twists and turns? Five years ago, heck, three years ago! I wouldn't have imagined myself where I am right now. That could be good or bad depending on how you look at things. I know that most of my friends say there are things about me that have changed, for the better. And some of my friends wish a few things would just change, but being the true friends they are, they don't preach their opinion to me. They allow me to make my mistakes, knowing that it's something I have to get through.
In just over a week I will be calling to make sure my schooling is getting set up so that I can begin my Classes on I believe January 15th. I'm looking forward to that. I'm so excited and a lot of the things I plan to achieve are based around me being back in school.
I'm writing again, in bits and pieces here and there, but I'm still writing. All of these things make me smile and sigh happily. School, my kid, and writing. These are the things that make me happy right now. When I have a car there will be another level of stress off my shoulders. And that is always a good thing.
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